May 2012
FUCK
Fuck im frustrated.
Desperation.
It’s such a shit feeling..
I've really come to doubt my ability to help.
I always assumed I was someone who could help others and my closest friends and family have all stated that I am someone who is kind and generous. But now all of a sudden I’ve realised I am a negative gas that slowly destroys others especially the one who means the most. Maybe I need a scene of change, maybe I need to leave Melbourne for good, so I can stop hurting people when I don’t...
March 2012
So over this.
Trying to put back the pieces isn't easy.
I don’t know how to feel
Hurt.
Am hurting so much right now.
So I finally think everything is ok and then you go and rip my heart right out of my chest. Thought third time was supposed to be lucky. Obviously not. You have no idea how much you have hurt me. I hope you realise what your going to be missing out on. I cared for you, I looked after you and I wanted you so badly. For 7 months I was happy. And now.. Right before I leave.. You do this. I hope you...
Things are falling apart without you.
I don’t know how to feel.
Honestly feel like i don't exist.
February 2012
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VERY WORRIED.
So confused.
I have never cried over something this much. Why the fuck is life so fucked. I wish i was just a normal person, with a normal job with no pressure from anyone or anywhere. FFFUUUCCCKKKKKK!!!